If she ever see it...

if she ever see my blog, she'll be surprise to see the photo. cause she deleted it from my pc. she's a IT officer, we are together for 2 yrs, more or less i learn some pc knowledge from her. i manage to retrieve it. am i very bad. i'm suppose to let go, why do i still take the trouble to retrieve it? friends ask/advice me to remove all her pics, i do so, but so what? she's still in my heart. is easy to remove whatever i can see or touch, is the heart that's difficult to take her away... at least at this moment i'm still not able to. maybe it takes time, maybe she'll always hold a special place in m heart cos she's really special in my life. she... let me learn, let me grow, let me change. i never know what is love till she left. sad to say that but i'm glad that i once have her in my life & her love. i'm sorry that i've hurt you so deeply.