Sleep

Sleep... falling asleep... sleeping... for 6mths i haven't been sleeping well, I can never get to sleep w/o medication. but now i'm beginning to fall asleep. than i know i'm finding peace in my life, in my heart. i'm letting go the burden i've been carrying slowly. come to think about it, thought i'm not sleeping, i'm living in a dream of my own. so should i sleep or awake? physically i need to sleep, emotionally i need to awake.