Saturday, August 23, 2008

'Ouch'... It Hurts... Is still painful

Was driving on the road near PS when the fire works started around 8plus. I can see it when during a traffic stop. Is beautiful, it bring pain my memories of watching fire works with her.

In the lorry, stopping by the road side of Padang. Sitting at MS staircase oppsite Esplanade. Standing at the road side near the 1 Raffles construction site. Standing at the park in front Padang. In the room of STS. Upstair the temple at Geylang Grandma place. 'Top of the M' at Mandarin Hotel.

I wonder if she's watching it? If she does, we are watching it together under the same sky. And I'm thinking of you...

I continue to drive, I did not try to put you away from my thoughts. I'd rather keep thinking of the happy moment that brings a smile onto my face that brighten my days, than to be reminded of the sadness that you have left. But there was a moment, my heart really feels a twist...

It was the early midnight. I'm tired, not knowing to end my driving day or not. I keep thinking this is the last passenger than I'm going home. But along the way when I saw their hailing hand, I'll just stop. Eventually this lady boarded & going to location near home. Guess the passenger had given me the sign that is time to call it a day.

Dinner at 2am. Sleep at 3am. Wake up at 10am. Likely will start work again at 12pm till is time to attend Betty's b/d party at maybe 7pm. Than continue again after the party... maybe yes? maybe not? Depend...

人生需要的多,还是想要的多?
人往往就是这样,不懂得珍惜身边所有一切,等失去时,才觉得可惜。
做人做事要学会心甘情愿,才不会太多后悔。

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