Thanks

Hey, friends- J & EL: Thanks.

You are there when I was not feeling too good the past few days. Especially J, I appreciate your frankness.

I know why you are not there few months back, but you are here with me now. Is was my attitude, behaviour, thinking, action that have drove friends away.
I'm glad they are back now because they know they are not wasting time & effort to accompany me when I was down.
They know I'm not being rational, moreover stubborn during that time. So they stay away from me.
Now they can see I'm trying hard, putting effort to live positively. Most important, I don't have any nonsense.
The more I'm put into temptation, the more I can prove I love her.

Told them, I don't need to know anything about her as long as she's happy.
But I wish when she's not, let me know, I hope. Not that I will disturb her again, but out of concern for her.

I'm glad I have friends like them.

Of course, not forgetting my family. They are the best.

Please understand that I will feel not too good at times. But I can manage it.

To my friend, D- Be strong, I will be there for you just like how you was there for me in the past.

Is time for me to be back to what I'm suppose to be- mature, stable, rational, understanding, funny & strong.
Is time for me to be there for my friends & family when they need me.

I believe what goes around, comes around.