Z Is Back For Good

Heard that Z is back for good. Knew that she had met up with Z. I'm happy for her. When her life was so lost & unhappy, someone who can cheer her up appear. Timing was just right.

Is the same for me. My friend will also happened to call me when I was not feeling good. They are back to my side now.

I will not do anything to frighten her again. I will not do anything to jeopardize her healing process. I hope I can be friend with her again just like Z & her.

I don't believe in running away or staying away from my fear, my weakest link. I will face it & know how to control it or handle it. Like now... I open myself to news & places & people about her. I'm glad that I have been so far so good about it.

Temptation is good. I hope one day you will understand, you will know what I have done for you. How much I have done for you. Not asking for anything back but for you to be happy only.

I believe eventually when I'm over you. When I can find someone else, that girl will be very happy & fortunate caused I will love her the correct way protect her in the right way. I will make sure I stand strong & firm. Never let jealousy to strike me off balance again. Never let anger rule my mind again. Never let insecureness overcome my life.

Trust & respect my partner.

I will never do anything to hurt you again or that will hurt you again. Because I know what is love & how to love now.