I'm Fine

Don't worried, I'm feeling fine. I just want my friends, those who care for me to know how am I taking it now.

Maybe I'm feeling a little bit down, a little bit affected by it, a little bit upset by it, but overall I'm taking it fine. They make me stronger & a better person. I'm not going to or let my emotion carry me away too much.

You beat me once, doesn't mean I'll keep losing. Time can prove or tell whether I am a loser or winner. Time can even prove or tell whether I have changed for a better or worst. Come to think about it, when I stand up from the failure, I actually became a winner.

To my friends: You have seen me up & down, good & bad, positive & negative. There was a time that you were not there because I'm not thinking right, behaving right. Right now I'm glad that you are back. I'm sure you are happy for me because I'm walking out of the shadow & darkness. I'm not a loner, I will not be lonely now when I don't feel good cause I know I have you, my friend, as long as I'm walking the right path ahead. You will be with me. Likewise I'll do the same for you. I'll be there for you whenever you need me.

Is time to go for my appointment again. EL was so sweet. She knew I had missed my last appointment due to being forgetful & so engross in my work. She wrote a note & placed it in my cab door handle yesterday. So everytime when I open or close the door, even when I'm driving, this note will remind me of my appointment. She will give me a morning call to make sure I make it for the appointment tomorrow. Thanks.

As for J, get well soon. Don't worried, I'm ok. How can I not be ok when you are there for me. You so "wang" me heeheehee... Thanks, for the advice at times when I'm not sure what to do.

I'm going to be very busy next few weeks.