BBQ

We had a bbq, it was E b/d as well. As for me, an early & pre-celebration cos I know on my b/d, all my friends here will be busy having their own program. Well who ask me to be born on X'mas day.

I used to have lots of expectation on my b/d cos is a special day. If I'm attach, I want my gf to be by my side, I expect her to be by my side. Also becos my ex-es spoilt & pampered me in the past. So last year when she actually had other plan with friends & colleagues w/o me, I was so angry, so unhappy. We had a row, we quarrel over it. What it suppose to be a festive season & happy occassion turns ugly. Becos of expectation towards a partner.

This year, in the beginning, I did not think or believe I'll be happy on my b/d cos she's gone. But than this few months down the road, I'm a happier person even if I'm alone. Becos I have no more expectation on anybody. If I've got no program, I'll either work or stay home to rest. If I'm invited to friends party, than is a plus.

The bbq was such enjoyable moment for everybody. The poolside ambience was good. Eat, drink, talk. What can be better than it? Thanks for everybody who attended it. You have given E & I a very pleasant, happy & fun night. Cheers to all friends.