Have I went overboard this time? I don't want to get hurt neither do I want to hurt others. So I choose to be playful. I'm still not ready for a relationship, I do not want to give commitment, I don't want any promise. I keep feeling within control... But what if she's serious, will I be misleading her or hurting her when things doesn't turn out the way she wants it to be.
Didn't realise that S had such impact on my life that change me so much. Well keeping my feeling in control, in a very relax & playful mode. Becos I know my weakness now, I tackle it carefully when it involve feelings. But it also seems like I'm playing with fire or explosive, not me but the other party... Hahaha... But no doubt is very fun to be in a game...
Is all my ego & hunting instinct at fault.
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