e filing---Driving me CRAZY

I hated it. I had to declare my income as a cabby, but when I login, the msg was I'm not required to. So do I, or do I not????

I'm going to get help tomorrow after sending my car for check on weird noise. I just went for servicing last week, it was still fine before they service it. I remember the technician asking me any problem with the car, hear any noise? Told them no, everything perfectly well, than now...

Bought new washing machine. Good deal. Samsung @ $239 + $20 for delivery. Is diamond drum... suppose to be better... I'm so broke now...

She done everything...

Is sunday, my rest day, as well as my housekeeping day. But I've got nothing to do today. She done everything while I was out working yesterday.

She done the laundry, ironed the colthes, tidy & clean the room... I was shocked when I reach home... I'm speechless... I'm touched by her... but I do not want to feel too attach or dependent on her...

I brought her to Aunt place, than Aunt was tellling me when she saw her, she's angry... she's afraid that history will repeat again... well I just want her to know, S incident had dealth me with such extend of humilation that I won't want it to happen again cos my ego & pride will stop me from doing so. Nobody know what will happen in future, I had been telling friends that I will not let it happen again. But if I'm always single, nobody know whether can I really handle it or not. Remember I always said I'll face my fear & weakest link & I'm doing it now. I did not purposely find a person to prove it. Her presence in my life was what I called it fate or destiny.

I still remind myself she's young, she's not local. She will not be with me for life. When she want to go, need to go, let her go. I just revert back to a life before I met her. Enjoy my work & the serensity of being alone. Right now, I enjoy her companionship, her love for me, someone to share a life with me.