She done everything...

Is sunday, my rest day, as well as my housekeeping day. But I've got nothing to do today. She done everything while I was out working yesterday.

She done the laundry, ironed the colthes, tidy & clean the room... I was shocked when I reach home... I'm speechless... I'm touched by her... but I do not want to feel too attach or dependent on her...

I brought her to Aunt place, than Aunt was tellling me when she saw her, she's angry... she's afraid that history will repeat again... well I just want her to know, S incident had dealth me with such extend of humilation that I won't want it to happen again cos my ego & pride will stop me from doing so. Nobody know what will happen in future, I had been telling friends that I will not let it happen again. But if I'm always single, nobody know whether can I really handle it or not. Remember I always said I'll face my fear & weakest link & I'm doing it now. I did not purposely find a person to prove it. Her presence in my life was what I called it fate or destiny.

I still remind myself she's young, she's not local. She will not be with me for life. When she want to go, need to go, let her go. I just revert back to a life before I met her. Enjoy my work & the serensity of being alone. Right now, I enjoy her companionship, her love for me, someone to share a life with me.