For us chinese, is the beginning of our lunar calender, new year, ox year. Yeah, I like it.
As usual, dinner, than friends came over to play mj, poker cards, breakfast, home. Whenever E talk about her, I don't know how to react. Becos I know she's only treating us as friend. Yes I have said that nothing is impossible. But for her case, I would advice E to slow down 1st. At this moment is not time to plan her as gf target yet.
I was so tired on CNY 1st day. 5th aunt ask me whether going grandma place or not. Told her no cos S will be there. I'll visit them some other day. Than TV was showing CJ7 on CNY 2nd day. I still felt tired after sleeping early last nite & I've got to go few friends place later. CNY is so tiring. Clearing the house, getting new stuff, oh expensive as well.
Hey everybody, 发财发财，all the best. CJ7- funny show.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Is Time To Put On Weight
Lunar New Year is near the corner. Let's see I manage to put on some weight or not. I'm feeling happy, so when a person is happy, putting on some weight is norm.
J=Bkk again. I wish I can travel like I used to be but I had other plans for saving $$$ now. heeheehee...
Another advance step for me. I forgotten which date S left last year. It was sometime between this few days. Well I was busy meeting up with friends & work, hence no time for all these "stupid" recall. Why leave memory space in my brain for such thing. I have selective memory now. I remember what I need to know but choose to let go or forget what is of no use to me.
Went drinking with ex-colleague last night. When I look at them, heard what they told me about SF, I'm glad I have left, I don't regret on my choice. I'm worried how much longer can they hold on... with such management team... From expanding when I join, till now going down the hill after I left. They still don't see the problem... Well when you have a incompetence boss, that's what will happen to a company.
I felt proud when I told them I'm driving a cab. I'm not a executive anymore but I'm leading a better life.
Is a busy weekend for me...
J=Bkk again. I wish I can travel like I used to be but I had other plans for saving $$$ now. heeheehee...
Another advance step for me. I forgotten which date S left last year. It was sometime between this few days. Well I was busy meeting up with friends & work, hence no time for all these "stupid" recall. Why leave memory space in my brain for such thing. I have selective memory now. I remember what I need to know but choose to let go or forget what is of no use to me.
Went drinking with ex-colleague last night. When I look at them, heard what they told me about SF, I'm glad I have left, I don't regret on my choice. I'm worried how much longer can they hold on... with such management team... From expanding when I join, till now going down the hill after I left. They still don't see the problem... Well when you have a incompetence boss, that's what will happen to a company.
I felt proud when I told them I'm driving a cab. I'm not a executive anymore but I'm leading a better life.
Is a busy weekend for me...
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Let Go
It's not the truth that hurts us but letting go of the lies.
You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back.
真相从不伤人，唯一伤痛的是要去放开自欺欺人的谎言。
人不会因为勇敢去爱而输掉什么。只有当你封死感情，不肯付出的时候，你才会输掉一切。
You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back.
真相从不伤人，唯一伤痛的是要去放开自欺欺人的谎言。
人不会因为勇敢去爱而输掉什么。只有当你封死感情，不肯付出的时候，你才会输掉一切。
Saturday, January 10, 2009
2009 = Good/Bad???
Many were saying 2009 not a good year cos with the economy downturn, how to be good.
Than some say they 犯太岁, also not good for them.
But I'm the least affected by it. Whether good or bad, is in yourself. If you don't let it affect you, is always good. But if worried too much, than you'll be stress by it. Maybe I had the luxury of being carefree cos I'm single & w/o any burden nor commitment.
E went HK for holiday. Than I went beering with gang again. Everyone was so high & happy. 6 of us, 3 towers, in 4hrs. Best part of it was I heard D & W sing again. We all sang. Took some pics, must see it in facebook.
I'm trying to meet up with friends again & I'm meeting up with them.
I hope, I actually believe in 2009, I'll be good, I'll be better cos I had a good start.
Oh ya, when E back, I must bring her to drink cos I want to intro someone to her... hahaha
Than some say they 犯太岁, also not good for them.
But I'm the least affected by it. Whether good or bad, is in yourself. If you don't let it affect you, is always good. But if worried too much, than you'll be stress by it. Maybe I had the luxury of being carefree cos I'm single & w/o any burden nor commitment.
E went HK for holiday. Than I went beering with gang again. Everyone was so high & happy. 6 of us, 3 towers, in 4hrs. Best part of it was I heard D & W sing again. We all sang. Took some pics, must see it in facebook.
I'm trying to meet up with friends again & I'm meeting up with them.
I hope, I actually believe in 2009, I'll be good, I'll be better cos I had a good start.
Oh ya, when E back, I must bring her to drink cos I want to intro someone to her... hahaha
Thursday, January 1, 2009
1/1/2009 Happy New Year
To all friends & family: HAPPY NEW YEAR.
I tried to arrange to meet up with friends & family for countdown, but they have something else on. Than since pick up looks good, I work thru. What can be better than counting down with $$ coming into my pocket. heeheehee... I'm going to have a prosperious year hahaha...
Was stuck at Marine Parade ECP slip road to East Coast Park when fire works going on. So I manage to see a bit of it. Than I make wish in my heart, I wish everybody I know a Happy New Year, Happiness always.
What I wish for myself? As long as people I care are happy, I'm going to be happy too. I may not have friends by my side to welcome 2009, but I'm fine with being alone as well. At least I feel fine, when helping to bring people to party, going home, I'm bringing $$ into my pocket. Is a good idea right?
1200-2100hrs: Work.
2100-2130hrs: Took a break at D'Zess. Bought myself a beer. Just a mug cos I still need to drive.
2130-0200hrs: Work.
The end of the day: $372/- in my pocket.
EL was the 1st to call to send her well wishes. Than follow by friends/family sms. Thanks to those who remember me. All the best to those who had forgotten me.
I called ET but... Oops I'm sorry... think you are inconvenient to answer my call.
Is going to be a relax day for me. Probably dinner at aunt place. No expectation, no disappointment & heat pain. J was so sweet, she gave me some hand make home baked cake for me yesterday. It just bring so much joy & happiness. When you expect nothing & get something, you will really appreciate it. Heard from EL that a friend had a row with gf than gf was angry than refuse to countdown with her. So they don't have a Happy countdown nor new year. Yes, I'm single, alone, but I feel fine. What the point of having a partner when they don't make you happy or bring you happiness.
I'm sure S will be happy. I'll be happy. My friends will be happy. We will be happy as long as we make ourselves happy. You are responsible for making yourself happy not others. $$ can buy fun but not happiness. For me, happiness means at ease with life. Relax & take it easy. Life is not about forgetting, is about letting go.
Is drizzling now, I'm going to embrace my new year with a new life. What past is past, we can't change the history, but the future is for us to create. To be good, to be bad, to be haapy, to be sad, to let go, to hold on.. Is in our hand. Time is best to heal.
Anybody who read my blog: Happy New Year.
I tried to arrange to meet up with friends & family for countdown, but they have something else on. Than since pick up looks good, I work thru. What can be better than counting down with $$ coming into my pocket. heeheehee... I'm going to have a prosperious year hahaha...
Was stuck at Marine Parade ECP slip road to East Coast Park when fire works going on. So I manage to see a bit of it. Than I make wish in my heart, I wish everybody I know a Happy New Year, Happiness always.
What I wish for myself? As long as people I care are happy, I'm going to be happy too. I may not have friends by my side to welcome 2009, but I'm fine with being alone as well. At least I feel fine, when helping to bring people to party, going home, I'm bringing $$ into my pocket. Is a good idea right?
1200-2100hrs: Work.
2100-2130hrs: Took a break at D'Zess. Bought myself a beer. Just a mug cos I still need to drive.
2130-0200hrs: Work.
The end of the day: $372/- in my pocket.
EL was the 1st to call to send her well wishes. Than follow by friends/family sms. Thanks to those who remember me. All the best to those who had forgotten me.
I called ET but... Oops I'm sorry... think you are inconvenient to answer my call.
Is going to be a relax day for me. Probably dinner at aunt place. No expectation, no disappointment & heat pain. J was so sweet, she gave me some hand make home baked cake for me yesterday. It just bring so much joy & happiness. When you expect nothing & get something, you will really appreciate it. Heard from EL that a friend had a row with gf than gf was angry than refuse to countdown with her. So they don't have a Happy countdown nor new year. Yes, I'm single, alone, but I feel fine. What the point of having a partner when they don't make you happy or bring you happiness.
I'm sure S will be happy. I'll be happy. My friends will be happy. We will be happy as long as we make ourselves happy. You are responsible for making yourself happy not others. $$ can buy fun but not happiness. For me, happiness means at ease with life. Relax & take it easy. Life is not about forgetting, is about letting go.
Is drizzling now, I'm going to embrace my new year with a new life. What past is past, we can't change the history, but the future is for us to create. To be good, to be bad, to be haapy, to be sad, to let go, to hold on.. Is in our hand. Time is best to heal.
Anybody who read my blog: Happy New Year.
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