Partnership... ???

Recently can't help but start wondering... am I a person suitable to be in a relationship?

Maybe I'm behaving what I am now becos I know she's not the one for me but I don't mind a companion now.

Maybe I do love her.

I enjoy being love by someone so much after so long.

Such difference & gap in our life that I don't really want to bring her to meet some of my friends. I know she will not enjoy & it will affect me. She won't be able to click into that group. In fact some of my friends really tell me frankly about it. But I'm glad some of my buddy just like & enjoy her present.

I maybe harsh on her at times, but I really mean well for her.

At my age, there's nothing much I can or I want to ask for anymore.

Disgrace to woman

Been cabby for a yr, met all kind of people: kind & gentle, rude & rough, beautiful/pretty/sweet, ugly/ugly/ugly, different race, different age, generous & stingy, nice & unreasonable... so many...

Than today, this lady who dress well & elegant looking, talk politely, borded @ Vivo to CBD area. She's carrying a paper bag, with e brand C. During the journey, I heard her taking out the stuff, noises like pulling out the price tag & wrapper, than it went quiet few mins b4 destination. She was sitting behind me, after alighting, I took a usual quick glance to make sure nothing left on the seat & drove off.

On the same taxi stand I've got a passenger came in with light dressing, nothing on hands going to Katong. After she alighted, I drop a coin, so went down to the back seat 2 retrieve it. when I open the door, saw this paper bag & price tag, & the wrapper & pouch was on the back seat cabin floor. She conviniently throw the rubbish inside the taxi.

What is the world becoming???

USA

My niece S leaving in Sept to Florida Disney for 5mths attachment. How I envy her... I never had the chance cos I did not study well heehee...

I hope I can save up enough to visit her while she's still there. Than I need to plan a trip with my gf on her b/d. I'm also thinking of visiting her when she's back guangzhou during CNY. So many plan, places hoping to go but with so limited $$$ hahaha...

If I work hard enough I'm actually capable of making all plan & trip come true. But I'm actually very slack.

Somewhere in mid sept I will be having a wk of freedom, I really think & believe I'll enjoy the moment serenity....

This is going to be a busy wkend. BBQ... shopping... eating... drinking... mj...

1 Year

My taxi no 2168: 1st prize on 02/08/09 but sadly I did not bet on it. Or else heehee... but now only dream on...

People/s I met: Unaccountable.
Friends/s I pick as passenger: Alison, Annie, Mingwei, Palani...they are long lost friend, secondary schoolmate, primary schoolmate, ex-colleague.
Than some passenger I repeated picking them in different time & location, even oncall... some recognise me, some i recognise them.
Also saw my friend on the road while driving...

This is my experience for a year as cabby. More to come... so the chances or probability for us to meet up, not too high, but not zero as well.

My niece S leaving next month to US for 5mths attachment. Will be having a family gathering/bbq on 22/08/09.

I'm coping well, living well with life. Still get angry at times with idiot, rude people, but not too long, afterall I'm still a human, 我不会拿别人的错误来惩罚自己，at least not for long.